1 00:00:23,210 --> 00:00:14,300 [Music] 2 00:00:23,220 --> 00:00:25,700 you 3 00:00:31,370 --> 00:00:27,620 the first time I spoke here was last 4 00:00:35,030 --> 00:00:31,380 year the talk had titled it was five 5 00:00:36,830 --> 00:00:35,040 stages of contact and so every time I 6 00:00:39,140 --> 00:00:36,840 try to speak I try to cover more 7 00:00:42,320 --> 00:00:39,150 information because it's such a vast 8 00:00:44,810 --> 00:00:42,330 subject that in law involves so much 9 00:00:47,450 --> 00:00:44,820 it's just impossible to cover it all 10 00:00:50,510 --> 00:00:47,460 even you know for a whole day for eight 11 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:50,520 hours straight so I promise I won't 12 00:00:54,350 --> 00:00:53,010 leave anything out for you that is you 13 00:00:55,729 --> 00:00:54,360 know that you feel like you've been 14 00:00:58,639 --> 00:00:55,739 gypped on and you didn't get what you 15 00:01:01,130 --> 00:00:58,649 needed to get but I have to move on with 16 00:01:04,630 --> 00:01:01,140 some of the information so any of these 17 00:01:08,780 --> 00:01:04,640 talks are online at the UFO hub channel 18 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:08,790 under the playlist talks and you can 19 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:12,450 watch and these back basically there's a 20 00:01:17,870 --> 00:01:16,170 little bit more of my history and other 21 00:01:20,300 --> 00:01:17,880 things that have happened to lead me to 22 00:01:25,940 --> 00:01:20,310 this point because believe it or not I 23 00:01:28,520 --> 00:01:25,950 used to be normal at one point so what I 24 00:01:30,469 --> 00:01:28,530 what I can I get a quick show of hands 25 00:01:35,120 --> 00:01:30,479 please how many people are familiar with 26 00:01:40,639 --> 00:01:35,130 the UFO subject ok and how many of you 27 00:01:43,389 --> 00:01:40,649 are avid researchers ok so I'd like to 28 00:01:46,309 --> 00:01:43,399 give a little disclaimer before I begin 29 00:01:49,790 --> 00:01:46,319 what I have to say and in the way I 30 00:01:52,850 --> 00:01:49,800 approach it is based on my experiences I 31 00:01:57,010 --> 00:01:52,860 started with this about 50 when I was 15 32 00:02:00,620 --> 00:01:57,020 years old and it evolved and led me to 33 00:02:03,260 --> 00:02:00,630 where I am today and it changed my 34 00:02:05,419 --> 00:02:03,270 perspective about UFOs because when I 35 00:02:07,669 --> 00:02:05,429 first started out it was all about the 36 00:02:09,380 --> 00:02:07,679 nuts and bolts where they're from what 37 00:02:12,650 --> 00:02:09,390 kind of materials are the ships made out 38 00:02:15,949 --> 00:02:12,660 of and things like that but as the years 39 00:02:19,070 --> 00:02:15,959 went on and I started opening my mind 40 00:02:21,589 --> 00:02:19,080 and trying to understand why these other 41 00:02:24,920 --> 00:02:21,599 things kept coming up you know like I 42 00:02:26,510 --> 00:02:24,930 was you know trying to figure out what 43 00:02:29,690 --> 00:02:26,520 Stanton Friedman would say which is a 44 00:02:31,940 --> 00:02:29,700 very scientific researcher people would 45 00:02:33,410 --> 00:02:31,950 talk about channeling you know I would 46 00:02:34,940 --> 00:02:33,420 try to understand what this guy would 47 00:02:37,039 --> 00:02:34,950 say because he had some kind of 48 00:02:39,199 --> 00:02:37,049 top-secret clearance and I just kept 49 00:02:44,030 --> 00:02:39,209 hearing more information about 50 00:02:45,559 --> 00:02:44,040 you know governments interacting with 51 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:45,569 all these differently in the races and 52 00:02:50,050 --> 00:02:46,890 then there will be all this other 53 00:02:54,229 --> 00:02:50,060 spiritual things coming into play and so 54 00:02:56,270 --> 00:02:54,239 as the years went on long story short 55 00:02:58,759 --> 00:02:56,280 and I promise if you go back and watch 56 00:03:00,740 --> 00:02:58,769 some of the other talks through my 57 00:03:05,089 --> 00:03:00,750 little experimentation about with 58 00:03:07,280 --> 00:03:05,099 different things I died and at that time 59 00:03:09,289 --> 00:03:07,290 I thought it was an accident but now I 60 00:03:11,119 --> 00:03:09,299 know there are other accidents it was 61 00:03:13,159 --> 00:03:11,129 something that I needed to experience to 62 00:03:16,099 --> 00:03:13,169 see what I needed to see in order to 63 00:03:18,349 --> 00:03:16,109 understand what's going on more with 64 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:18,359 with aliens and your force here in this 65 00:03:26,179 --> 00:03:23,370 world and so the talk what I would like 66 00:03:28,369 --> 00:03:26,189 to do is itself sitting or sending you 67 00:03:30,409 --> 00:03:28,379 about talking for the whole hour I want 68 00:03:32,629 --> 00:03:30,419 to try to condense it in about 10 15 69 00:03:35,539 --> 00:03:32,639 minutes and I want to open it up for 70 00:03:38,929 --> 00:03:35,549 questions and answers because you have 71 00:03:41,780 --> 00:03:38,939 questions there are more pertinent to 72 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:41,790 you and if I can try to get to them to 73 00:03:45,680 --> 00:03:43,290 answer them for you from my perspective 74 00:03:47,689 --> 00:03:45,690 I thought I feel you'll get more out of 75 00:03:49,369 --> 00:03:47,699 it instead of me just talking them for 76 00:03:50,300 --> 00:03:49,379 an hour and maybe you might get the 77 00:03:57,110 --> 00:03:50,310 answer you're looking for 78 00:04:01,030 --> 00:03:57,120 so the talk for today is God aliens and 79 00:04:04,939 --> 00:04:01,040 everything else and the reason why I 80 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:04,949 involve God in this is that as much as I 81 00:04:10,610 --> 00:04:07,650 wanted aliens to be these beings from 82 00:04:14,409 --> 00:04:10,620 different planets that are kind of 83 00:04:17,149 --> 00:04:14,419 having life experiences as we are and 84 00:04:20,300 --> 00:04:17,159 having the own lessons to learn as we 85 00:04:24,860 --> 00:04:20,310 are that is also true but there's a 86 00:04:26,600 --> 00:04:24,870 there's a greater picture here 87 00:04:29,839 --> 00:04:26,610 when it comes to these two different 88 00:04:32,749 --> 00:04:29,849 visitations and I find that the more I 89 00:04:34,939 --> 00:04:32,759 sit back and try to see what the big 90 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:34,949 picture is I realize the picture doesn't 91 00:04:40,310 --> 00:04:38,130 have a frame the more I step back is see 92 00:04:43,249 --> 00:04:40,320 okay what is this about I see how it all 93 00:04:45,950 --> 00:04:43,259 comes together I step back again and I 94 00:04:48,830 --> 00:04:45,960 see how it all comes together so I just 95 00:04:51,610 --> 00:04:48,840 basically stop putting putting it into a 96 00:04:53,800 --> 00:04:51,620 box because it sits 97 00:04:59,170 --> 00:04:53,810 hopefully as you'll realize it's almost 98 00:05:01,930 --> 00:04:59,180 impossible so what happened to me during 99 00:05:05,740 --> 00:05:01,940 during my I guess near-death experience 100 00:05:08,680 --> 00:05:05,750 is that all of us are basically made out 101 00:05:10,980 --> 00:05:08,690 of this one energy that I guess you 102 00:05:13,629 --> 00:05:10,990 could call God but I just would like to 103 00:05:15,909 --> 00:05:13,639 describe it as the all that is and 104 00:05:18,040 --> 00:05:15,919 that's actually a description by a 105 00:05:20,260 --> 00:05:18,050 channel called Bashar 106 00:05:21,300 --> 00:05:20,270 he's channeled by Darrell Inca and I 107 00:05:25,360 --> 00:05:21,310 think it's the most accurate 108 00:05:29,620 --> 00:05:25,370 representation of everything because it 109 00:05:33,219 --> 00:05:29,630 is not male it is not female it's 110 00:05:34,870 --> 00:05:33,229 actually both and more it's all of us 111 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:34,880 the chair that everything that 112 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:37,930 everything is made out of and that 113 00:05:44,110 --> 00:05:40,010 perspective is difficult to understand 114 00:05:47,710 --> 00:05:44,120 from our five sense reality from seeing 115 00:05:50,830 --> 00:05:47,720 hearing smelling feeling all these 116 00:05:53,379 --> 00:05:50,840 things are still everything in a in a 117 00:05:55,930 --> 00:05:53,389 box so to say so your limited 118 00:05:58,900 --> 00:05:55,940 understanding is all based on your 119 00:06:02,409 --> 00:05:58,910 senses so as I understood at that time 120 00:06:05,379 --> 00:06:02,419 that my death experience was basically 121 00:06:07,719 --> 00:06:05,389 to get me out of this fully out of this 122 00:06:10,390 --> 00:06:07,729 - were there was no sense of body no 123 00:06:13,420 --> 00:06:10,400 sense of time no sense of anything else 124 00:06:16,860 --> 00:06:13,430 but the perception of yourself who you 125 00:06:24,610 --> 00:06:16,870 are and how do you play in in this place 126 00:06:26,379 --> 00:06:24,620 called existence and it was actually the 127 00:06:28,659 --> 00:06:26,389 reason why I started out doing these 128 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:28,669 this different kind of research is that 129 00:06:34,629 --> 00:06:31,370 I just wanted to know for myself I never 130 00:06:38,230 --> 00:06:34,639 intended to start a channel called UFO 131 00:06:40,900 --> 00:06:38,240 hub I never intended to to eventually 132 00:06:42,909 --> 00:06:40,910 speak it was all after these experiences 133 00:06:44,740 --> 00:06:42,919 that certain events had happened and 134 00:06:47,350 --> 00:06:44,750 certain messages were given to me to 135 00:06:50,430 --> 00:06:47,360 just you've seen how it is go speak 136 00:06:53,529 --> 00:06:50,440 you've seen how it is go speak and so 137 00:06:55,689 --> 00:06:53,539 yeah yeah it's it's I was kicking and 138 00:06:57,939 --> 00:06:55,699 screaming being dragged to eventually do 139 00:07:00,430 --> 00:06:57,949 it but the more I became more company 140 00:07:02,680 --> 00:07:00,440 became more comfortable talking about 141 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:02,690 these different things more information 142 00:07:07,800 --> 00:07:05,050 came and thinks that I had forgotten 143 00:07:12,029 --> 00:07:07,810 that have happened to me came back and 144 00:07:15,719 --> 00:07:12,039 so again going back to God aliens and 145 00:07:19,230 --> 00:07:15,729 everything else we're all made out of 146 00:07:23,430 --> 00:07:19,240 that same energy and these different 147 00:07:26,070 --> 00:07:23,440 beings visiting are basically also these 148 00:07:27,869 --> 00:07:26,080 other versions of yourself that are 149 00:07:30,480 --> 00:07:27,879 having all these experiences as 150 00:07:32,909 --> 00:07:30,490 societies their own trials and 151 00:07:36,629 --> 00:07:32,919 tribulations and they're on different 152 00:07:38,760 --> 00:07:36,639 levels we are I guess you can say here 153 00:07:40,800 --> 00:07:38,770 and there over here now that doesn't 154 00:07:42,980 --> 00:07:40,810 mean that they're better than we are 155 00:07:46,320 --> 00:07:42,990 it's just two different states of 156 00:07:50,189 --> 00:07:46,330 understanding of what all of this is and 157 00:07:52,649 --> 00:07:50,199 so what what you quickly realize when 158 00:07:55,980 --> 00:07:52,659 you lose loose sense of your body is 159 00:07:58,770 --> 00:07:55,990 that there's actually no limitation on 160 00:08:02,010 --> 00:07:58,780 that scale if you think you're here 161 00:08:04,409 --> 00:08:02,020 there's infinity up infinity down and 162 00:08:07,409 --> 00:08:04,419 infinity in every other direction you 163 00:08:10,559 --> 00:08:07,419 can think of and so that means there's 164 00:08:12,689 --> 00:08:10,569 an infinite amount of other versions of 165 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:12,699 yourself infinite amount of other 166 00:08:17,580 --> 00:08:15,610 societies infinite amount of everything 167 00:08:20,850 --> 00:08:17,590 any and everything and anything you can 168 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:20,860 possibly think of which is a very 169 00:08:27,059 --> 00:08:24,370 difficult concept to grasp but when 170 00:08:28,890 --> 00:08:27,069 you're out of your body you feel it you 171 00:08:30,570 --> 00:08:28,900 just feel it and you know it that that 172 00:08:35,880 --> 00:08:30,580 is the part you've always been part of 173 00:08:39,149 --> 00:08:35,890 and so you don't usually the mind 174 00:08:41,579 --> 00:08:39,159 usually just kind of always stops you is 175 00:08:43,769 --> 00:08:41,589 it is the the one that has the fears 176 00:08:46,319 --> 00:08:43,779 from have you know we had to have you go 177 00:08:47,970 --> 00:08:46,329 look into certain things to the fear 178 00:08:50,370 --> 00:08:47,980 self what are my friends going to say 179 00:08:52,139 --> 00:08:50,380 what is what are my family members going 180 00:08:55,500 --> 00:08:52,149 to say what are people at work going to 181 00:08:57,930 --> 00:08:55,510 say and because it's designed to stick 182 00:09:00,150 --> 00:08:57,940 to these rules and boxes when you go to 183 00:09:00,720 --> 00:09:00,160 work you do certain thing and that's all 184 00:09:04,410 --> 00:09:00,730 you do 185 00:09:06,210 --> 00:09:04,420 when you go you know to certain events 186 00:09:08,009 --> 00:09:06,220 this is how you behave and that's this 187 00:09:12,449 --> 00:09:08,019 is how you interactive to these people 188 00:09:14,040 --> 00:09:12,459 that way but when you're simply taken 189 00:09:14,490 --> 00:09:14,050 out of those rules out of that little 190 00:09:17,579 --> 00:09:14,500 box 191 00:09:18,990 --> 00:09:17,589 you realize this whole thing is nothing 192 00:09:20,970 --> 00:09:19,000 more than a knot 193 00:09:23,910 --> 00:09:20,980 in a way it's basically all these 194 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:23,920 different versions of the all-that-is 195 00:09:29,400 --> 00:09:27,010 or just to simplified God having all 196 00:09:33,090 --> 00:09:29,410 these different interactions with 197 00:09:35,370 --> 00:09:33,100 yourself and basically with other beings 198 00:09:37,590 --> 00:09:35,380 that you perceive as someone outside of 199 00:09:39,480 --> 00:09:37,600 you but actually is just part of that 200 00:09:41,760 --> 00:09:39,490 other energy expressing itself is 201 00:09:44,820 --> 00:09:41,770 different in different ways as male as 202 00:09:47,070 --> 00:09:44,830 female you know an angry person a loving 203 00:09:49,560 --> 00:09:47,080 person someone with a persona 204 00:09:53,610 --> 00:09:49,570 personality on all these things so it's 205 00:09:55,830 --> 00:09:53,620 a it's a great delusion risky debt we 206 00:09:57,270 --> 00:09:55,840 walk around and we say well you over 207 00:10:00,030 --> 00:09:57,280 there you don't know what you're talking 208 00:10:02,250 --> 00:10:00,040 about you know and you over there you 209 00:10:04,230 --> 00:10:02,260 the one who did this this this to me you 210 00:10:06,720 --> 00:10:04,240 know because that's the world we've 211 00:10:09,680 --> 00:10:06,730 designed to interact with but in reality 212 00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:09,690 it's all a reflection back to you 213 00:10:15,930 --> 00:10:12,250 stating if you see something that's 214 00:10:18,060 --> 00:10:15,940 happening there are no accidents so if 215 00:10:20,910 --> 00:10:18,070 you're perceiving something it it 216 00:10:23,670 --> 00:10:20,920 happened for you at that moment to look 217 00:10:26,610 --> 00:10:23,680 at so a lot of us like to always have 218 00:10:28,620 --> 00:10:26,620 the in the sense that well this has 219 00:10:30,450 --> 00:10:28,630 nothing to do with me I'm aware of it 220 00:10:32,580 --> 00:10:30,460 but this has nothing to do with me if 221 00:10:34,860 --> 00:10:32,590 you become aware of it has everything to 222 00:10:37,200 --> 00:10:34,870 do with you you know if you hear about 223 00:10:39,900 --> 00:10:37,210 some war in this country 224 00:10:41,370 --> 00:10:39,910 that you can't even pronounce you said 225 00:10:44,040 --> 00:10:41,380 well that has nothing to do with me 226 00:10:46,860 --> 00:10:44,050 it has because the second you become 227 00:10:48,810 --> 00:10:46,870 aware of it the second you hear about it 228 00:10:50,070 --> 00:10:48,820 even even as you're passing by a 229 00:10:51,450 --> 00:10:50,080 stranger on the street and they're 230 00:10:54,090 --> 00:10:51,460 having the conversation with somebody 231 00:10:57,270 --> 00:10:54,100 else and it pops into your mindset it 232 00:10:59,550 --> 00:10:57,280 has something to do with you and so the 233 00:11:04,269 --> 00:10:59,560 challenge of this game is for you to go 234 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:04,279 about and find out what that is because 235 00:11:08,170 --> 00:11:06,050 a lot of times when I was when I was 236 00:11:11,590 --> 00:11:08,180 younger I would have all these different 237 00:11:14,170 --> 00:11:11,600 experiences and there would happen but 238 00:11:16,600 --> 00:11:14,180 I'd say well that was just a dream 239 00:11:18,579 --> 00:11:16,610 that was just an illusion that was just 240 00:11:21,249 --> 00:11:18,589 something that has nothing to do with me 241 00:11:22,989 --> 00:11:21,259 you no one else has these experiences so 242 00:11:25,140 --> 00:11:22,999 I shouldn't be worried about those 243 00:11:29,310 --> 00:11:25,150 things and so 244 00:11:32,960 --> 00:11:29,320 it was only when I physically set out to 245 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:32,970 learn what they're about to go after 246 00:11:38,910 --> 00:11:36,490 what was this thing that I saw why did 247 00:11:41,490 --> 00:11:38,920 this happen to me in this way only then 248 00:11:43,560 --> 00:11:41,500 did it on reveal itself and show me more 249 00:11:46,050 --> 00:11:43,570 of what it is that I needed to know and 250 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:46,060 lead it to learn what's what was very 251 00:11:54,530 --> 00:11:49,450 interesting about perceiving reality 252 00:11:59,700 --> 00:11:56,940 this different energy has its own 253 00:12:02,610 --> 00:11:59,710 different rules and these rules work 254 00:12:05,550 --> 00:12:02,620 regardless of what you you know what you 255 00:12:07,140 --> 00:12:05,560 may apply to it you can say well this 256 00:12:11,120 --> 00:12:07,150 works because of this this works because 257 00:12:13,980 --> 00:12:11,130 of that it's like this basic underlying 258 00:12:17,190 --> 00:12:13,990 process that no matter what happens it 259 00:12:19,770 --> 00:12:17,200 will always work this way and I believe 260 00:12:21,900 --> 00:12:19,780 because of these misunderstandings over 261 00:12:24,990 --> 00:12:21,910 the years we've kind of gotten ourselves 262 00:12:27,270 --> 00:12:25,000 in trouble not with anyone out there 263 00:12:29,460 --> 00:12:27,280 just for ourselves because our society 264 00:12:32,280 --> 00:12:29,470 has become more dis coordinate not 265 00:12:36,210 --> 00:12:32,290 knowing that how these rules work and so 266 00:12:38,850 --> 00:12:36,220 for example one is particularly that 267 00:12:40,680 --> 00:12:38,860 some of you might be aware of called you 268 00:12:43,970 --> 00:12:40,690 know the law of attraction or what you 269 00:12:49,340 --> 00:12:43,980 put out is what you get back so 270 00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:49,350 that basically works quite simply you 271 00:12:56,610 --> 00:12:54,250 make a you have a head you state 272 00:12:59,820 --> 00:12:56,620 basically what it is that you want you 273 00:13:04,440 --> 00:12:59,830 put it out and you let it go right and 274 00:13:06,840 --> 00:13:04,450 so the thing is that because of who you 275 00:13:09,030 --> 00:13:06,850 are all these things that that you 276 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:09,040 basically put out will be attracted to 277 00:13:14,700 --> 00:13:12,850 you so si after all my experiences I 278 00:13:17,820 --> 00:13:14,710 came back here and I was looking at more 279 00:13:19,620 --> 00:13:17,830 things I grew up originally in the in 280 00:13:22,019 --> 00:13:19,630 the Muslim religion I have given it up 281 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:22,029 since I was fifteen I realized it's not 282 00:13:25,769 --> 00:13:24,490 working for me but I didn't just give it 283 00:13:28,260 --> 00:13:25,779 up and say I don't want to have anything 284 00:13:29,790 --> 00:13:28,270 to do with it I studied it studied 285 00:13:32,100 --> 00:13:29,800 Christianity Buddhism all these 286 00:13:34,470 --> 00:13:32,110 different things just for myself and I 287 00:13:37,500 --> 00:13:34,480 click and realize that's all we were 288 00:13:39,030 --> 00:13:37,510 doing all the time but all we do every 289 00:13:40,950 --> 00:13:39,040 you know every night whenever it is 290 00:13:44,610 --> 00:13:40,960 whenever we sit down or wherever we 291 00:13:45,900 --> 00:13:44,620 would sit there oh Allah oh Jesus or or 292 00:13:47,940 --> 00:13:45,910 these different whichever you know 293 00:13:50,700 --> 00:13:47,950 whichever one Krishna all these 294 00:13:54,270 --> 00:13:50,710 different religious religions we have an 295 00:13:56,550 --> 00:13:54,280 intent we put out what we want and we 296 00:13:59,070 --> 00:13:56,560 trust that God will take care of it and 297 00:14:01,440 --> 00:13:59,080 then so I sat there and realized well 298 00:14:04,620 --> 00:14:01,450 it's exactly how the system works it's 299 00:14:08,280 --> 00:14:04,630 just that we apply an image to this 300 00:14:10,050 --> 00:14:08,290 functionality that works by itself so I 301 00:14:11,940 --> 00:14:10,060 don't mean to sound insulting but when 302 00:14:15,510 --> 00:14:11,950 you really think about it I could say 303 00:14:18,300 --> 00:14:15,520 this podium you know or their podium 304 00:14:22,079 --> 00:14:18,310 please give me a car and have my intent 305 00:14:24,390 --> 00:14:22,089 I put it out and I let it go and when 306 00:14:26,310 --> 00:14:24,400 through circumstances things happen you 307 00:14:28,199 --> 00:14:26,320 know and I get a new car I'll go thank 308 00:14:32,820 --> 00:14:28,209 you podium I really appreciated you know 309 00:14:35,190 --> 00:14:32,830 and so you basically you basically if 310 00:14:37,949 --> 00:14:35,200 you don't have that guidance that energy 311 00:14:40,620 --> 00:14:37,959 can be basically put into anything you 312 00:14:42,540 --> 00:14:40,630 want so over the times we've gotten 313 00:14:44,420 --> 00:14:42,550 ourselves like I said in trouble with 314 00:14:47,460 --> 00:14:44,430 all these different religions and that 315 00:14:49,380 --> 00:14:47,470 well when you ask Allah when you ask 316 00:14:52,380 --> 00:14:49,390 Jesus when you ask any of these other 317 00:14:55,260 --> 00:14:52,390 deities not that they're not valid and 318 00:14:57,240 --> 00:14:55,270 on right but something comes back we 319 00:14:59,220 --> 00:14:57,250 would say ah that's my proof that they 320 00:15:04,220 --> 00:14:59,230 exist that's my proof that this works 321 00:15:07,530 --> 00:15:04,230 and so that's one of the aspects that 322 00:15:11,160 --> 00:15:07,540 that was shown to me kind of being 323 00:15:14,030 --> 00:15:11,170 outside of this little bubble and so to 324 00:15:17,460 --> 00:15:14,040 tie this back in into two aliens 325 00:15:19,860 --> 00:15:17,470 so because of what we put out is what we 326 00:15:20,400 --> 00:15:19,870 get back we put an out energy all the 327 00:15:23,820 --> 00:15:20,410 time 328 00:15:26,220 --> 00:15:23,830 who you are is constantly being 329 00:15:28,230 --> 00:15:26,230 projected and all the things that mesh 330 00:15:30,570 --> 00:15:28,240 with you are constantly trying to get to 331 00:15:33,540 --> 00:15:30,580 you but we do a really good job of 332 00:15:36,510 --> 00:15:33,550 keeping them away saying well I'm not 333 00:15:39,060 --> 00:15:36,520 ready for this yet or doing things to 334 00:15:42,060 --> 00:15:39,070 basically sabotage ourselves 335 00:15:44,069 --> 00:15:42,070 and so when it comes to aliens and in 336 00:15:47,460 --> 00:15:44,079 contact it was actually very amusing 337 00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:47,470 that in the movies we depict them as 338 00:15:52,590 --> 00:15:49,690 these two-headed eight-legged monsters 339 00:15:55,630 --> 00:15:52,600 they're coming to destroy the planet and 340 00:15:57,280 --> 00:15:55,640 take of our resources and 341 00:15:59,050 --> 00:15:57,290 and to stay at understanding what I 342 00:16:02,590 --> 00:15:59,060 understood of our law of attraction is 343 00:16:06,460 --> 00:16:02,600 that it was very very music amusing 344 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:06,470 thought or an amusing amusing concept 345 00:16:12,670 --> 00:16:08,810 that we society are exploring is that 346 00:16:15,550 --> 00:16:12,680 well naturally for who we are putting 347 00:16:17,500 --> 00:16:15,560 that out we will be attracting the type 348 00:16:22,329 --> 00:16:17,510 of extraterrestrial beings that will be 349 00:16:25,210 --> 00:16:22,339 closer to us looking similar to us so 350 00:16:27,970 --> 00:16:25,220 that for one will help us better 351 00:16:31,569 --> 00:16:27,980 understand how to move on and make that 352 00:16:34,300 --> 00:16:31,579 transition to this point into their type 353 00:16:38,250 --> 00:16:34,310 of society and technological 354 00:16:41,259 --> 00:16:38,260 advancements and things like that and so 355 00:16:44,889 --> 00:16:41,269 yeah it was it was very it was funny to 356 00:16:47,380 --> 00:16:44,899 me how then over the oldest years who 357 00:16:50,500 --> 00:16:47,390 have constantly have applied a fear 358 00:16:52,930 --> 00:16:50,510 mechanism that extraterrestrial contact 359 00:16:54,940 --> 00:16:52,940 is something that is something that's 360 00:17:00,759 --> 00:16:54,950 always and only going to be detrimental 361 00:17:03,910 --> 00:17:00,769 to us and so I think that the bee 362 00:17:06,309 --> 00:17:03,920 summons up a basic concept about just 363 00:17:08,079 --> 00:17:06,319 one aspect of what I experienced so I 364 00:17:09,669 --> 00:17:08,089 actually just would like to leave it 365 00:17:11,429 --> 00:17:09,679 open to whatever you like to ask me 366 00:17:14,110 --> 00:17:11,439 whatever questions you have regarding 367 00:17:15,610 --> 00:17:14,120 what I said regarding something 368 00:17:18,159 --> 00:17:15,620 something else that you might have in 369 00:17:21,189 --> 00:17:18,169 mind and I just want to let you know 370 00:17:23,289 --> 00:17:21,199 that whatever answer I give you is based 371 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:23,299 on my own experience I know you might 372 00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:25,010 have some information you might have 373 00:17:29,799 --> 00:17:28,640 read somewhere else or seen and whatever 374 00:17:31,600 --> 00:17:29,809 it is you're talking about if it 375 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:31,610 correlates with me you know we could 376 00:17:37,630 --> 00:17:34,730 probably talk about it but I do not wish 377 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:37,640 to go into areas that are not of my 378 00:17:41,049 --> 00:17:39,410 understanding so that if I give you an 379 00:17:43,210 --> 00:17:41,059 answer I'm giving it to you straight 380 00:17:44,250 --> 00:17:43,220 from my experience so just letting you 381 00:17:47,020 --> 00:17:44,260 know ahead of time 382 00:17:53,590 --> 00:17:47,030 go ahead 383 00:17:58,860 --> 00:17:53,600 oh sure she was saying do you mind 384 00:18:02,980 --> 00:17:58,870 talking about you and EE well when I 385 00:18:03,430 --> 00:18:02,990 during my studies I was came across the 386 00:18:10,930 --> 00:18:03,440 channel 387 00:18:14,080 --> 00:18:10,940 they claim to be one of the five hybrid 388 00:18:16,780 --> 00:18:14,090 races that were the there were the 389 00:18:19,360 --> 00:18:16,790 result of this hybridization program 390 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:19,370 that we've been hearing about new aliens 391 00:18:26,050 --> 00:18:22,010 and whatever goes on on their ships well 392 00:18:27,580 --> 00:18:26,060 actually that was a full program that I 393 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:27,590 don't know if it's still going on or if 394 00:18:31,810 --> 00:18:30,890 it if it's if it completed but just 395 00:18:36,190 --> 00:18:31,820 giving you a little background about 396 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:36,200 them so I was listening to what they had 397 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:37,970 to say and they were talking about 398 00:18:43,840 --> 00:18:40,490 beliefs and they were talking about 399 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:43,850 beliefs and how how important they are 400 00:18:49,990 --> 00:18:47,570 to us and how rigid they are and so he 401 00:18:52,180 --> 00:18:50,000 was talking about that change you 402 00:18:54,190 --> 00:18:52,190 believe about something and the way you 403 00:18:57,340 --> 00:18:54,200 look at it and your perception about 404 00:19:00,400 --> 00:18:57,350 that thing will now be different and so 405 00:19:03,010 --> 00:19:00,410 I was doing that for everything I mean I 406 00:19:06,550 --> 00:19:03,020 was looking at the friendships I had in 407 00:19:08,820 --> 00:19:06,560 the relationships work all these other 408 00:19:13,240 --> 00:19:08,830 things and also when it came to 409 00:19:15,250 --> 00:19:13,250 psychedelics and so here I was I was 410 00:19:17,500 --> 00:19:15,260 constantly saying well psychedelics are 411 00:19:21,940 --> 00:19:17,510 bad and blah blah blah and I stopped I 412 00:19:24,190 --> 00:19:21,950 said why you know and so I basically set 413 00:19:27,010 --> 00:19:24,200 out that was in my previous videos I 414 00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:27,020 talked about how I set out to learn what 415 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:28,970 I could on these different things to see 416 00:19:33,730 --> 00:19:30,410 what I will get out of it 417 00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:33,740 well the NDE happened by me basically I 418 00:19:39,220 --> 00:19:35,090 guess for lack of a better word 419 00:19:40,840 --> 00:19:39,230 overdosing and it wasn't it was all 420 00:19:43,180 --> 00:19:40,850 later on I saw there was all 421 00:19:45,340 --> 00:19:43,190 orchestrated from the get-go to happen 422 00:19:48,070 --> 00:19:45,350 in that way but 423 00:19:51,820 --> 00:19:48,080 what happened initially was that I took 424 00:19:53,919 --> 00:19:51,830 too much of these sat there the grown in 425 00:19:56,770 --> 00:19:53,929 South America there they called the 426 00:19:58,150 --> 00:19:56,780 Hawaiian baby Woodrow seats and you 427 00:20:00,370 --> 00:19:58,160 supposed to just they look like coffee 428 00:20:03,850 --> 00:20:00,380 beans you supposed to take one you know 429 00:20:07,419 --> 00:20:03,860 for for an experience I took like 15 12 430 00:20:09,730 --> 00:20:07,429 of them you know and to a certain extent 431 00:20:11,770 --> 00:20:09,740 it's it can be too much for the body the 432 00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:11,780 same way that you have water you know 433 00:20:16,330 --> 00:20:13,730 you can you know drink too much water 434 00:20:19,029 --> 00:20:16,340 you drowned you know you have too much 435 00:20:22,419 --> 00:20:19,039 of anything eventually it will be 436 00:20:25,060 --> 00:20:22,429 harmful to you well unbeknownst to me 437 00:20:26,289 --> 00:20:25,070 not knowing that I just thought well too 438 00:20:30,279 --> 00:20:26,299 much of it would just give me even 439 00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:30,289 better experience and so I quickly you 440 00:20:34,659 --> 00:20:32,570 know after this after I ingested it for 441 00:20:36,190 --> 00:20:34,669 about two hours nothing was going on so 442 00:20:39,220 --> 00:20:36,200 I just give it a rest I thought 443 00:20:42,909 --> 00:20:39,230 everything was done and I was I happened 444 00:20:45,940 --> 00:20:42,919 to get up and I just felt this change in 445 00:20:50,200 --> 00:20:45,950 my heart to where of the sudden my body 446 00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:50,210 started to weaken and so I've known for 447 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:52,370 previously that some of the general side 448 00:20:56,770 --> 00:20:55,010 effects of psychedelics would be you 449 00:20:59,620 --> 00:20:56,780 know paranoia and you might you know 450 00:21:02,799 --> 00:20:59,630 vomit and things like that but this was 451 00:21:04,390 --> 00:21:02,809 different and so as I went on I was like 452 00:21:06,159 --> 00:21:04,400 oh it will be fine everything will be 453 00:21:08,340 --> 00:21:06,169 okay so I went and drank some water 454 00:21:11,710 --> 00:21:08,350 while my body started getting weaker and 455 00:21:16,630 --> 00:21:11,720 weaker and weaker and then I hit a state 456 00:21:19,630 --> 00:21:16,640 to where I can only describe as will you 457 00:21:22,149 --> 00:21:19,640 just know no matter no matter what you 458 00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:22,159 think you might explain it away you know 459 00:21:27,789 --> 00:21:24,890 you're going to die it's it's a very 460 00:21:30,070 --> 00:21:27,799 distinct feeling that this says you've 461 00:21:32,289 --> 00:21:30,080 done something that you will be that 462 00:21:34,510 --> 00:21:32,299 you're going to leave this body and so I 463 00:21:36,279 --> 00:21:34,520 started freaking out and a lot of these 464 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:36,289 things were just you know I was trying 465 00:21:39,610 --> 00:21:37,850 to get out of it I drank a lot of water 466 00:21:42,159 --> 00:21:39,620 I tried puking it out trying to cleanse 467 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:42,169 myself from it but there was this I 468 00:21:46,630 --> 00:21:43,970 wouldn't say a voice but more of a 469 00:21:50,230 --> 00:21:46,640 feeling but it just it felt like it was 470 00:21:52,810 --> 00:21:50,240 coming from outside of me just saying 471 00:21:54,940 --> 00:21:52,820 there's no getting out of this and so I 472 00:21:56,830 --> 00:21:54,950 was pacing around my room I was trying 473 00:21:59,320 --> 00:21:56,840 to slap myself in the face like you know 474 00:22:01,300 --> 00:21:59,330 just trying to keep my body active and 475 00:22:03,310 --> 00:22:01,310 moving my fingers because the second I 476 00:22:05,860 --> 00:22:03,320 stopped being still 477 00:22:08,290 --> 00:22:05,870 it would also sink in and the delight 478 00:22:10,450 --> 00:22:08,300 would just slowly kind of fade away and 479 00:22:13,270 --> 00:22:10,460 it's it was for the body at that time 480 00:22:16,180 --> 00:22:13,280 there was a very fearful experience you 481 00:22:22,120 --> 00:22:16,190 know because you know it's at the time I 482 00:22:24,160 --> 00:22:22,130 was 20 29 29 so and I was like I have so 483 00:22:26,860 --> 00:22:24,170 much do I don't want to die you know all 484 00:22:29,410 --> 00:22:26,870 these things will come into my mind and 485 00:22:32,230 --> 00:22:29,420 basically as I as I laid there just 486 00:22:35,230 --> 00:22:32,240 gasping for air and I was just holding 487 00:22:37,120 --> 00:22:35,240 on do the best I could I just heard this 488 00:22:38,770 --> 00:22:37,130 voice saying you're gonna voice saying 489 00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:38,780 you're gonna die but you're not gonna 490 00:22:45,820 --> 00:22:39,290 die 491 00:22:48,100 --> 00:22:45,830 over and over again and so basically 492 00:22:51,490 --> 00:22:48,110 with I was holding on holding on and I 493 00:22:54,730 --> 00:22:51,500 took became my last breath and as one as 494 00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:54,740 I just kind of breath out I was out you 495 00:22:59,180 --> 00:22:57,370 know and 496 00:23:02,160 --> 00:22:59,190 it's not something that obviously 497 00:23:06,090 --> 00:23:02,170 expected I can't say that anyone really 498 00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:06,100 expects what happens afterwards but one 499 00:23:13,140 --> 00:23:09,940 of the first things is that I saw my 500 00:23:15,300 --> 00:23:13,150 parents now this is the part that was 501 00:23:15,780 --> 00:23:15,310 confusing me even afterwards they're not 502 00:23:18,690 --> 00:23:15,790 dead 503 00:23:21,570 --> 00:23:18,700 the young 50 year olds you know and 504 00:23:24,330 --> 00:23:21,580 still very active living their lives but 505 00:23:28,530 --> 00:23:24,340 they were very young maybe in their 20s 506 00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:28,540 my mom and my dad and so for a second 507 00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:31,420 there I immediately I wasn't walking it 508 00:23:35,190 --> 00:23:33,010 was just kind of floating towards them 509 00:23:37,140 --> 00:23:35,200 and I just kind of hugged him I never 510 00:23:40,020 --> 00:23:37,150 question like why are you glowing blue 511 00:23:42,030 --> 00:23:40,030 you know and things like that but it was 512 00:23:43,850 --> 00:23:42,040 just something that I went towards him 513 00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:43,860 and I hugged them and it was just this 514 00:23:49,500 --> 00:23:46,330 connection and love that I just can't 515 00:23:51,750 --> 00:23:49,510 describe I mean take the love you had 516 00:23:53,910 --> 00:23:51,760 for a person you know and multiply that 517 00:23:57,380 --> 00:23:53,920 by a thousand you know and it's it's 518 00:24:02,120 --> 00:23:57,390 just this unguarded full love you have 519 00:24:05,670 --> 00:24:02,130 excuse me well so what happened then was 520 00:24:07,620 --> 00:24:05,680 as I was trying to like hold on a minute 521 00:24:11,670 --> 00:24:07,630 you're not dead to why I here I 522 00:24:14,370 --> 00:24:11,680 immediately got in a memory that came 523 00:24:16,380 --> 00:24:14,380 back and basically it was it was the 524 00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:16,390 weirdest thing for me to remember this 525 00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:19,810 and an agreement that I made with them 526 00:24:26,490 --> 00:24:23,680 to be my parents and I actually begged 527 00:24:29,630 --> 00:24:26,500 him I begged them I said please be my 528 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:29,640 parents in this way because in real life 529 00:24:35,580 --> 00:24:32,890 I know in America a lot of people have 530 00:24:36,930 --> 00:24:35,590 their definitions and views on abuse but 531 00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:36,940 in other countries that's just how you 532 00:24:42,660 --> 00:24:40,210 raise children you know so anything you 533 00:24:44,550 --> 00:24:42,670 do you get the hell beat out of you you 534 00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:44,560 know whatever it is I do I get smacked 535 00:24:49,650 --> 00:24:47,410 over the face beaten by whatever objects 536 00:24:51,510 --> 00:24:49,660 around me just to get me to be this good 537 00:24:55,950 --> 00:24:51,520 child and do all these other things 538 00:24:58,770 --> 00:24:55,960 well us spirit nor yourselves very well 539 00:25:01,560 --> 00:24:58,780 very well and you know exactly what you 540 00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:01,570 need or in this life to become who you 541 00:25:06,030 --> 00:25:02,260 can become 542 00:25:09,210 --> 00:25:06,040 so I begged them to be these people to 543 00:25:10,470 --> 00:25:09,220 be this constant wall I need to head 544 00:25:14,279 --> 00:25:10,480 against be 545 00:25:18,090 --> 00:25:14,289 it kind of bounced me back and forth to 546 00:25:19,680 --> 00:25:18,100 get to this point because by going 547 00:25:23,789 --> 00:25:19,690 through what I went through with them 548 00:25:27,330 --> 00:25:23,799 it made me emotionally stronger it made 549 00:25:29,310 --> 00:25:27,340 gave me an incredible skill to deal with 550 00:25:32,580 --> 00:25:29,320 other people that are abusive you know 551 00:25:35,460 --> 00:25:32,590 and and a hundred different things that 552 00:25:37,379 --> 00:25:35,470 resulted from that experience now I 553 00:25:39,479 --> 00:25:37,389 can't expect everyone to understand this 554 00:25:41,669 --> 00:25:39,489 part but that's just what happened to me 555 00:25:44,849 --> 00:25:41,679 that the recollection that I had why it 556 00:25:49,169 --> 00:25:44,859 is that I set out to have this agreement 557 00:25:51,840 --> 00:25:49,179 with them and so and so I said alright 558 00:25:57,479 --> 00:25:51,850 well then it's changed from that scene 559 00:26:00,659 --> 00:25:57,489 to a different scene which was my 560 00:26:02,759 --> 00:26:00,669 ex-girlfriend at that time it was the 561 00:26:04,409 --> 00:26:02,769 scene that I remember very well she was 562 00:26:06,599 --> 00:26:04,419 standing by a car I'm standing here and 563 00:26:09,090 --> 00:26:06,609 we're kind of like I'm angry I'm having 564 00:26:11,159 --> 00:26:09,100 arms crossed and she's like you know 565 00:26:12,840 --> 00:26:11,169 yelling at me why did you do this you 566 00:26:15,659 --> 00:26:12,850 know and all these other things and I'm 567 00:26:18,149 --> 00:26:15,669 kind of hovering like a like a fly 568 00:26:21,299 --> 00:26:18,159 around the scene and I know it well and 569 00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:21,309 so as I'm looking to see like oh what's 570 00:26:24,930 --> 00:26:22,690 gonna happen who's gonna win this 571 00:26:27,389 --> 00:26:24,940 argument that type of thing I looked 572 00:26:28,889 --> 00:26:27,399 over and as she's going like yelling and 573 00:26:31,649 --> 00:26:28,899 talking about stuff she just stopped 574 00:26:34,710 --> 00:26:31,659 looked over at me and went winked and 575 00:26:36,869 --> 00:26:34,720 then she continued talking and as that 576 00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:36,879 was happening I basically just got this 577 00:26:42,720 --> 00:26:40,210 download of information she says we are 578 00:26:45,810 --> 00:26:42,730 all always aware of what the other 579 00:26:48,330 --> 00:26:45,820 person needs and so we're there to push 580 00:26:50,519 --> 00:26:48,340 each other's buttons to do these 581 00:26:53,159 --> 00:26:50,529 different things that we might like or 582 00:26:56,879 --> 00:26:53,169 might not like in life but eventually 583 00:27:00,330 --> 00:26:56,889 there's there's no evil so to say each 584 00:27:03,060 --> 00:27:00,340 person is playing their part as the low 585 00:27:05,849 --> 00:27:03,070 speck of God that they are basically to 586 00:27:08,340 --> 00:27:05,859 reflect to itself something else so by 587 00:27:10,289 --> 00:27:08,350 me acting up the way I did I reflected 588 00:27:11,729 --> 00:27:10,299 something to her but her acting up the 589 00:27:14,279 --> 00:27:11,739 way she did should reflected something 590 00:27:16,529 --> 00:27:14,289 back to me and so we do that in every 591 00:27:20,049 --> 00:27:16,539 relationship and in every interaction we 592 00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:20,059 have ever had in our entire lives and so 593 00:27:26,870 --> 00:27:23,490 that's just one or two examples of of 594 00:27:29,030 --> 00:27:26,880 many many more that there were a bit 595 00:27:30,770 --> 00:27:29,040 more mind twisting to me and had to 596 00:27:33,650 --> 00:27:30,780 basically when I came back kind of chew 597 00:27:36,110 --> 00:27:33,660 on and try to figure out but I hope that 598 00:27:37,669 --> 00:27:36,120 kind of explains your question I gave 599 00:27:39,020 --> 00:27:37,679 you a little background of how I got 600 00:27:48,740 --> 00:27:39,030 there instead of just getting to the 601 00:27:50,510 --> 00:27:48,750 point so anyone else any questions well 602 00:27:55,730 --> 00:27:50,520 do you guys want me to keep talking for 603 00:27:57,710 --> 00:27:55,740 another 20 minutes okay well I mean it's 604 00:27:59,060 --> 00:27:57,720 very broad subject whose so I'm not 605 00:28:00,620 --> 00:27:59,070 trying to put any more in spot is there 606 00:28:03,260 --> 00:28:00,630 any specific thing you would like me to 607 00:28:07,810 --> 00:28:03,270 cover because whatever you might come up 608 00:28:12,620 --> 00:28:10,430 okay well then in for the sake of this 609 00:28:14,780 --> 00:28:12,630 conference because it's we're recovering 610 00:28:16,570 --> 00:28:14,790 ghosts we're covering aliens recovering 611 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:16,580 Bigfoot and all these different things 612 00:28:19,909 --> 00:28:18,090 let me think 613 00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:19,919 get into that and what it is that I 614 00:28:28,120 --> 00:28:24,780 learned regarding that all these 615 00:28:30,940 --> 00:28:28,130 different things that we perceive as 616 00:28:35,030 --> 00:28:30,950 UFOs Bigfoot 617 00:28:36,950 --> 00:28:35,040 cryptozoology Chupacabra ghosts all 618 00:28:42,020 --> 00:28:36,960 these different things they're all 619 00:28:44,630 --> 00:28:42,030 basically aspects of you interacting on 620 00:28:47,810 --> 00:28:44,640 a different dimensional level that are 621 00:28:51,350 --> 00:28:47,820 basically happening to you at whatever 622 00:28:55,370 --> 00:28:51,360 point to get you to understand something 623 00:28:57,230 --> 00:28:55,380 more about yourself so let's say you are 624 00:28:59,299 --> 00:28:57,240 at the lamp mansion you just taking a 625 00:29:02,270 --> 00:28:59,309 tour and all of a sudden you look over 626 00:29:04,370 --> 00:29:02,280 and there's a lady dressed all in old 627 00:29:05,990 --> 00:29:04,380 fashioned clothing and whatnot then you 628 00:29:07,669 --> 00:29:06,000 turn around and go with me that looks 629 00:29:12,460 --> 00:29:07,679 odd out of place you look over and she's 630 00:29:15,620 --> 00:29:12,470 gone you know you might be camping and 631 00:29:17,539 --> 00:29:15,630 you're in in your tent and all of the 632 00:29:19,340 --> 00:29:17,549 sudden you just see this groan and you 633 00:29:22,190 --> 00:29:19,350 think it's some kind of animal I got to 634 00:29:24,470 --> 00:29:22,200 get out you know you know protect where 635 00:29:25,970 --> 00:29:24,480 it's around and yourself maybe you come 636 00:29:29,390 --> 00:29:25,980 out and there's eight-foot Bigfoot 637 00:29:32,360 --> 00:29:29,400 standing standing in front of you 638 00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:32,370 all these things have initially just 639 00:29:39,830 --> 00:29:35,490 perceived us there's a threat I need to 640 00:29:41,270 --> 00:29:39,840 deal with it so you know you have and no 641 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:41,280 I don't mean in your fence by it to 642 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:43,530 anyone when I say this you have you know 643 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:45,570 people go well let's have Bigfoot 644 00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:48,210 hunters or you are for hunters and we're 645 00:29:51,470 --> 00:29:49,650 gonna get to the bottom of this and 646 00:29:53,210 --> 00:29:51,480 things like that and there's nothing 647 00:29:55,580 --> 00:29:53,220 wrong with that you can go about that 648 00:29:57,500 --> 00:29:55,590 process because on your level of 649 00:30:00,290 --> 00:29:57,510 understanding that's what you feel like 650 00:30:03,020 --> 00:30:00,300 you have to do but just to save you a 651 00:30:04,730 --> 00:30:03,030 little bit of time it's that if you 652 00:30:07,940 --> 00:30:04,740 understand that to all different aspects 653 00:30:09,950 --> 00:30:07,950 of yourself that have occurred to you in 654 00:30:11,620 --> 00:30:09,960 your life at that moment that means 655 00:30:14,890 --> 00:30:11,630 they're there to tell you something 656 00:30:19,790 --> 00:30:14,900 whatever that is you have to pursue it I 657 00:30:24,020 --> 00:30:19,800 didn't know that when I was 11 and I had 658 00:30:27,020 --> 00:30:24,030 this this experience to where I thought 659 00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:27,030 I was going going to sleep and the next 660 00:30:31,070 --> 00:30:29,250 thing I know I found myself you know on 661 00:30:33,620 --> 00:30:31,080 this table with all these different 662 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:33,630 being surrounded kind of I was trying to 663 00:30:37,610 --> 00:30:35,490 kind of focus to figure out what's going 664 00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:37,620 on because it was a mighty vision to me 665 00:30:42,140 --> 00:30:40,410 and as I focused on that one of the 666 00:30:44,090 --> 00:30:42,150 beings turned around and saw me because 667 00:30:48,260 --> 00:30:44,100 I guess I focused hard enough to where I 668 00:30:49,790 --> 00:30:48,270 got its attention and it it had a not 669 00:30:51,770 --> 00:30:49,800 what you would expect you would think 670 00:30:54,110 --> 00:30:51,780 it's little aliens but not to my 671 00:30:59,090 --> 00:30:54,120 perception at that time there were more 672 00:31:02,600 --> 00:30:59,100 like maybe two foot tall frog like faces 673 00:31:04,580 --> 00:31:02,610 that one of them kind of ran over if you 674 00:31:07,700 --> 00:31:04,590 ever seen the small person run because 675 00:31:10,250 --> 00:31:07,710 the stride is is not that long they have 676 00:31:12,110 --> 00:31:10,260 to kind of hop to get you quickly and so 677 00:31:14,570 --> 00:31:12,120 he was having holding it like a king's 678 00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:14,580 scepter that hit me right in my forehead 679 00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:18,330 and I woke up now of course I could have 680 00:31:23,150 --> 00:31:20,490 easily dismissed that s just a dream so 681 00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:23,160 I'm crazy and just leave it be but there 682 00:31:27,530 --> 00:31:25,170 was something that constantly kept 683 00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:27,540 bugging me constantly was in my mind and 684 00:31:32,900 --> 00:31:30,330 it was that seed initially planted for 685 00:31:35,450 --> 00:31:32,910 me to be here today now of course 686 00:31:38,120 --> 00:31:35,460 there's thousands of other experiences 687 00:31:40,820 --> 00:31:38,130 but the point was that very thing that 688 00:31:43,170 --> 00:31:40,830 has happened whether it be a Bigfoot 689 00:31:45,300 --> 00:31:43,180 a UFO a ghost 690 00:31:48,510 --> 00:31:45,310 all of this is there for you to finally 691 00:31:50,970 --> 00:31:48,520 start going into that direction now that 692 00:31:52,770 --> 00:31:50,980 direction could simply be as far as 693 00:31:54,660 --> 00:31:52,780 reading a book about ghosts 694 00:31:57,060 --> 00:31:54,670 and that's maybe that's all you'll ever 695 00:32:01,050 --> 00:31:57,070 do in your life or you become so 696 00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:01,060 obsessed and such avid researcher I 697 00:32:10,710 --> 00:32:04,450 guess to truly go about figuring out 698 00:32:14,430 --> 00:32:10,720 what all that was so anyway so when you 699 00:32:16,530 --> 00:32:14,440 at anytime you have something weird like 700 00:32:18,960 --> 00:32:16,540 that happened to you just understand 701 00:32:22,010 --> 00:32:18,970 that this is different frequency levels 702 00:32:24,930 --> 00:32:22,020 like the example of ice water and steam 703 00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:24,940 they're all within this reality but we 704 00:32:30,390 --> 00:32:27,370 perceive him in different ways and so 705 00:32:32,730 --> 00:32:30,400 that's just one spectrum and so your 706 00:32:35,670 --> 00:32:32,740 eyes are designed to keep you level in 707 00:32:38,070 --> 00:32:35,680 this spectrum it's from this to that 708 00:32:40,410 --> 00:32:38,080 these are all the colors you know from 709 00:32:43,110 --> 00:32:40,420 this to that this is all that's physical 710 00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:43,120 this is all you know that's non-physical 711 00:32:50,790 --> 00:32:45,610 you know gases atoms all these other 712 00:32:52,740 --> 00:32:50,800 things so so try try to kind of see it 713 00:32:55,980 --> 00:32:52,750 from that perspective that it's there 714 00:32:57,360 --> 00:32:55,990 just to tell you that something happens 715 00:32:59,610 --> 00:32:57,370 you know you don't necessarily 716 00:33:04,950 --> 00:32:59,620 immediately have to grab a camera or get 717 00:33:06,390 --> 00:33:04,960 your other gear with you and going out 718 00:33:08,220 --> 00:33:06,400 there and trying to measure this trying 719 00:33:12,570 --> 00:33:08,230 to measure that try to understand it's 720 00:33:15,750 --> 00:33:12,580 about you and so something silly but try 721 00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:15,760 for example meditating you want to go 722 00:33:22,710 --> 00:33:19,210 and let's say go investigate someplace 723 00:33:26,220 --> 00:33:22,720 try to meditate to calm yourself to get 724 00:33:29,730 --> 00:33:26,230 yourself in a certain calm level calm 725 00:33:31,860 --> 00:33:29,740 state because that then allows you to if 726 00:33:33,930 --> 00:33:31,870 there's any kind of energy around that 727 00:33:35,970 --> 00:33:33,940 is slightly different to adapt to it 728 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:35,980 which then will help your eyes work 729 00:33:42,090 --> 00:33:38,770 better to perceive a ghost or whatever 730 00:33:43,770 --> 00:33:42,100 else might be out there otherwise most 731 00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:43,780 of you know this if you go there and 732 00:33:48,290 --> 00:33:46,090 you're kind of closed off most of people 733 00:33:51,210 --> 00:33:48,300 have always just felt a very strong 734 00:33:52,650 --> 00:33:51,220 chill down their spine like I got 735 00:33:54,390 --> 00:33:52,660 freaked out I didn't want to go down 736 00:33:57,030 --> 00:33:54,400 this hall I just knew something was 737 00:33:59,040 --> 00:33:57,040 there well that's your body's 738 00:34:02,940 --> 00:33:59,050 reaction to this different shift in 739 00:34:06,540 --> 00:34:02,950 energies I've done it often enough many 740 00:34:08,250 --> 00:34:06,550 times over to realize that really when 741 00:34:10,620 --> 00:34:08,260 you really comes down to it that's all 742 00:34:13,890 --> 00:34:10,630 it is is that there's a different energy 743 00:34:15,990 --> 00:34:13,900 different from you and so instead of you 744 00:34:18,060 --> 00:34:16,000 calming down and adjusting so that you 745 00:34:19,770 --> 00:34:18,070 can receive it better we immediately 746 00:34:21,120 --> 00:34:19,780 freaked out because it's so different 747 00:34:24,570 --> 00:34:21,130 you know and then we just turn around 748 00:34:26,370 --> 00:34:24,580 and run you know so I'm not judging 749 00:34:28,770 --> 00:34:26,380 anybody but I'm just explaining it that 750 00:34:30,900 --> 00:34:28,780 we've done it often enough now we just 751 00:34:35,940 --> 00:34:30,910 recommend to do these different things 752 00:34:39,030 --> 00:34:35,950 in that in that way do you have any 753 00:34:48,510 --> 00:34:39,040 other questions maybe anything in my job 754 00:34:52,050 --> 00:34:48,520 doctor memory okay 15 more minutes when 755 00:34:54,930 --> 00:34:52,060 I was regarding UFOs and what I've just 756 00:34:56,580 --> 00:34:54,940 explained they have this different 757 00:35:00,600 --> 00:34:56,590 energy and this different level of 758 00:35:02,610 --> 00:35:00,610 existence so naturally because of what I 759 00:35:04,050 --> 00:35:02,620 explained to you earlier with my parents 760 00:35:06,150 --> 00:35:04,060 understanding that we all have an 761 00:35:08,460 --> 00:35:06,160 agreement have agreements and things 762 00:35:12,150 --> 00:35:08,470 that we play out that's what we're doing 763 00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:12,160 worldwide and so we all have these 764 00:35:16,380 --> 00:35:14,050 different games that have to be played 765 00:35:19,290 --> 00:35:16,390 out for some people it might take him 766 00:35:21,650 --> 00:35:19,300 ten years five years or even their whole 767 00:35:24,210 --> 00:35:21,660 lifetime to play out the certain certain 768 00:35:27,570 --> 00:35:24,220 event or path that they have in their 769 00:35:29,990 --> 00:35:27,580 lives and so these different beings that 770 00:35:32,730 --> 00:35:30,000 own these different vibrational levels 771 00:35:34,890 --> 00:35:32,740 not not trying to focus too much on 772 00:35:37,620 --> 00:35:34,900 direction but looking down they can see 773 00:35:39,540 --> 00:35:37,630 that we're playing these games and it 774 00:35:40,650 --> 00:35:39,550 would be very disruptive if they just 775 00:35:43,350 --> 00:35:40,660 showed up 776 00:35:46,380 --> 00:35:43,360 try to imagine being being on in a 777 00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:46,390 theater and you're on stage and let's 778 00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:48,210 say on the stage you're playing out a 779 00:35:52,860 --> 00:35:51,610 play that somebody killed somebody and 780 00:35:56,250 --> 00:35:52,870 they're trying to figure out who it is 781 00:35:59,910 --> 00:35:56,260 you know and so they're basically that's 782 00:36:03,090 --> 00:35:59,920 the premises of this of this play and so 783 00:36:05,310 --> 00:36:03,100 it would be them showing up it would be 784 00:36:07,110 --> 00:36:05,320 a silly ass you from the audience 785 00:36:08,790 --> 00:36:07,120 getting up on stage and telling the 786 00:36:10,440 --> 00:36:08,800 other actors say he did it he did it 787 00:36:12,150 --> 00:36:10,450 he's the one that's done it you 788 00:36:14,910 --> 00:36:12,160 and all the actors they go yes we know 789 00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:14,920 which is playing and so it would be an 790 00:36:19,859 --> 00:36:17,770 equivalent similar to that that we are 791 00:36:22,079 --> 00:36:19,869 basically playing out these certain 792 00:36:24,390 --> 00:36:22,089 rules and laws that we have set up for 793 00:36:27,990 --> 00:36:24,400 ourselves here and they have to finish 794 00:36:31,950 --> 00:36:28,000 and so there will be a time where things 795 00:36:34,410 --> 00:36:31,960 would be more I guess more conducive for 796 00:36:36,690 --> 00:36:34,420 contact as we would like it with ships 797 00:36:38,870 --> 00:36:36,700 showing up and things like that but for 798 00:36:43,410 --> 00:36:38,880 right now it's just going to be 799 00:36:46,020 --> 00:36:43,420 individual basis and occasional footage 800 00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:46,030 and pictures that we've seen as we have 801 00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:47,890 throughout all you know throughout all 802 00:36:53,099 --> 00:36:50,890 these years until enough of us have 803 00:36:56,069 --> 00:36:53,109 finished up with our path and our games 804 00:36:58,589 --> 00:36:56,079 that we play to where now it's finally 805 00:37:04,020 --> 00:36:58,599 the time and for them to just come on 806 00:37:07,829 --> 00:37:04,030 down and say hello and so that's kind of 807 00:37:12,720 --> 00:37:07,839 in short regarding UFOs same thing with 808 00:37:15,359 --> 00:37:12,730 with ghosts is that goes to us because 809 00:37:18,390 --> 00:37:15,369 of these different frequency levels it's 810 00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:18,400 two different to immediately accept it 811 00:37:24,870 --> 00:37:21,970 because we as a society and playing a 812 00:37:28,020 --> 00:37:24,880 game as a society it's it's something 813 00:37:30,630 --> 00:37:28,030 easier for us to comprehend so naturally 814 00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:30,640 our change in consciousness would 815 00:37:35,849 --> 00:37:32,890 naturally happen as in oh another 816 00:37:39,539 --> 00:37:35,859 civilization coming from outer space to 817 00:37:42,299 --> 00:37:39,549 visit that mortal physical minds is is 818 00:37:45,569 --> 00:37:42,309 acceptable if we off the sudden went 819 00:37:47,370 --> 00:37:45,579 from the you know non-existent invisible 820 00:37:49,650 --> 00:37:47,380 thing to we're off the sudden appearing 821 00:37:52,670 --> 00:37:49,660 all over the place it will be too 822 00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:52,680 judgmental to our state of minds so 823 00:37:59,700 --> 00:37:56,410 again there's these levels of paths and 824 00:38:03,690 --> 00:37:59,710 games that are happening on multiple 825 00:38:06,420 --> 00:38:03,700 levels so on individual level societal 826 00:38:08,210 --> 00:38:06,430 governmental so all these things just 827 00:38:10,799 --> 00:38:08,220 have to kind of align just right 828 00:38:13,920 --> 00:38:10,809 everyone concluding all the games are 829 00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:13,930 playing for finally for the next step to 830 00:38:20,819 --> 00:38:17,170 move forward now of course like December 831 00:38:24,359 --> 00:38:20,829 21st 2012 was one of those demarcation 832 00:38:25,650 --> 00:38:24,369 periods because a lot of people were 833 00:38:27,029 --> 00:38:25,660 who are afraid of that you know the 834 00:38:29,039 --> 00:38:27,039 world is going to end and things like 835 00:38:31,769 --> 00:38:29,049 that when you really think about it the 836 00:38:35,660 --> 00:38:31,779 world did end at that time the world as 837 00:38:38,819 --> 00:38:35,670 we knew it because it was a point to her 838 00:38:41,999 --> 00:38:38,829 we've gotten to a point where we played 839 00:38:45,150 --> 00:38:42,009 enough of our games to where more things 840 00:38:48,509 --> 00:38:45,160 could happen and change and then look 841 00:38:49,979 --> 00:38:48,519 just at this time level from 2012 how 842 00:38:51,809 --> 00:38:49,989 many more things came out about 843 00:38:54,349 --> 00:38:51,819 governments how many more things came 844 00:38:57,599 --> 00:38:54,359 out about what governments really know 845 00:39:02,160 --> 00:38:57,609 thinks about our political system thinks 846 00:39:03,870 --> 00:39:02,170 about ourselves as a society what we 847 00:39:05,910 --> 00:39:03,880 find acceptable what we don't find 848 00:39:08,039 --> 00:39:05,920 acceptable and just simply look at all 849 00:39:10,529 --> 00:39:08,049 that turmoil that has come out since 850 00:39:12,900 --> 00:39:10,539 then now most of us can look at that as 851 00:39:15,029 --> 00:39:12,910 you know a chaos that something to fear 852 00:39:16,670 --> 00:39:15,039 or just realize that all those things 853 00:39:19,920 --> 00:39:16,680 have finally come up to the surface 854 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:19,930 about racism about all these different 855 00:39:25,650 --> 00:39:22,690 things about ourselves a society have 856 00:39:28,739 --> 00:39:25,660 come up to basically show us and so it's 857 00:39:31,319 --> 00:39:28,749 there for us to work on trying to figure 858 00:39:33,509 --> 00:39:31,329 out because we've always had these 859 00:39:37,289 --> 00:39:33,519 things I mean if you look at 60s and you 860 00:39:39,450 --> 00:39:37,299 have the forgive me if it were 60 or 70s 861 00:39:42,269 --> 00:39:39,460 you had the sexual revolution and then 862 00:39:44,489 --> 00:39:42,279 the about how we all perceived women and 863 00:39:47,219 --> 00:39:44,499 workplace and all these other things as 864 00:39:48,839 --> 00:39:47,229 a society we looked started looking at 865 00:39:50,910 --> 00:39:48,849 the holy stinks that didn't work for us 866 00:39:53,969 --> 00:39:50,920 you know and so that will naturally 867 00:39:57,479 --> 00:39:53,979 progress it's not going to stop but it 868 00:40:00,329 --> 00:39:57,489 will progress to each change is going to 869 00:40:02,489 --> 00:40:00,339 positively change our vibration bit by 870 00:40:05,309 --> 00:40:02,499 bit to where now it's going to make it a 871 00:40:07,890 --> 00:40:05,319 lot easier for us to interact with other 872 00:40:09,599 --> 00:40:07,900 beings that now I'm going to bring more 873 00:40:12,779 --> 00:40:09,609 information than what we've already 874 00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:12,789 known more understanding more points of 875 00:40:25,710 --> 00:40:15,249 view or to look at certain things than 876 00:40:31,290 --> 00:40:27,720 everyone needs to hear different things 877 00:40:34,980 --> 00:40:31,300 in different ways I encourage every 878 00:40:37,250 --> 00:40:34,990 every Avenue that is there because some 879 00:40:39,660 --> 00:40:37,260 people need information or need to be 880 00:40:41,670 --> 00:40:39,670 conveyed information in that way 881 00:40:44,010 --> 00:40:41,680 others need it in different ways so 882 00:40:46,290 --> 00:40:44,020 there is no right or wrong it's just 883 00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:46,300 because we're so different everyone has 884 00:40:55,560 --> 00:40:51,490 a certain approaches so you know other 885 00:40:57,450 --> 00:40:55,570 than hoping that for them to just bring 886 00:40:59,550 --> 00:40:57,460 an understanding to those people on that 887 00:41:13,859 --> 00:40:59,560 level to as many as possible that's all 888 00:41:17,370 --> 00:41:13,869 I can I can say regarding that right 889 00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:17,380 well let me let me let me tell you 890 00:41:24,990 --> 00:41:20,130 something else regarding governments and 891 00:41:30,030 --> 00:41:25,000 try to understand it this way we as a 892 00:41:33,150 --> 00:41:30,040 society have fears so we needed a 893 00:41:36,420 --> 00:41:33,160 government to protect us we as a society 894 00:41:39,450 --> 00:41:36,430 see ourselves this week so we needed a 895 00:41:43,859 --> 00:41:39,460 government to make us strong so you have 896 00:41:45,510 --> 00:41:43,869 to understand as much of negativity or 897 00:41:47,370 --> 00:41:45,520 whatever definition you want to put on 898 00:41:49,609 --> 00:41:47,380 governments understand that it is 899 00:41:53,250 --> 00:41:49,619 something we've created from the get-go 900 00:41:56,190 --> 00:41:53,260 because of our basically our weakness in 901 00:41:58,650 --> 00:41:56,200 our consciousness and physicality so if 902 00:42:00,540 --> 00:41:58,660 you want to bring about change as they 903 00:42:04,339 --> 00:42:00,550 say be the change you want to see in the 904 00:42:07,620 --> 00:42:04,349 world so instead of blaming someone for 905 00:42:09,359 --> 00:42:07,630 only being because look at how many 906 00:42:11,010 --> 00:42:09,369 things that we don't want to know about 907 00:42:12,599 --> 00:42:11,020 look at how many things that we're 908 00:42:14,099 --> 00:42:12,609 afraid of so now if the sudden 909 00:42:16,050 --> 00:42:14,109 governments are looking into all these 910 00:42:20,339 --> 00:42:16,060 things and behind closed doors and 911 00:42:22,230 --> 00:42:20,349 secret projects and black books black 912 00:42:25,079 --> 00:42:22,240 book operations and things like that 913 00:42:28,140 --> 00:42:25,089 they're only doing what we've said 914 00:42:31,349 --> 00:42:28,150 enough to do when we as a single 915 00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:31,359 individual prove that were grown up 916 00:42:37,140 --> 00:42:33,970 enough mature enough to handle our own 917 00:42:39,450 --> 00:42:37,150 lives in our own certain way believe it 918 00:42:42,210 --> 00:42:39,460 or not those things will simply cease to 919 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:42,220 to cease to serve the purpose that they 920 00:42:47,070 --> 00:42:44,530 have so far because they're only there 921 00:42:51,990 --> 00:42:47,080 because of our our need of protection 922 00:42:53,730 --> 00:42:52,000 and so these these projects these 923 00:42:55,560 --> 00:42:53,740 different things that are being you know 924 00:42:58,320 --> 00:42:55,570 coming about and government has given 925 00:42:59,550 --> 00:42:58,330 you a little bit here and there they're 926 00:43:02,010 --> 00:42:59,560 not giving you anything 927 00:43:04,260 --> 00:43:02,020 it's basically enough Society or 928 00:43:06,900 --> 00:43:04,270 societal level enough energy has changed 929 00:43:08,570 --> 00:43:06,910 to where now the government can now do 930 00:43:11,850 --> 00:43:08,580 all these different things release 931 00:43:14,040 --> 00:43:11,860 information bit by bit because before 932 00:43:16,770 --> 00:43:14,050 they couldn't we were too fearful but 933 00:43:19,320 --> 00:43:16,780 now with our mind and our energy change 934 00:43:22,410 --> 00:43:19,330 now they can it can come out in the 935 00:43:25,230 --> 00:43:22,420 manner that it has so whether you're a 936 00:43:27,960 --> 00:43:25,240 fan of government or not I'm just giving 937 00:43:30,150 --> 00:43:27,970 you my perspective of of energy exchange 938 00:43:32,280 --> 00:43:30,160 of this remember I was saying earlier 939 00:43:34,590 --> 00:43:32,290 everything is just energy and you have 940 00:43:38,310 --> 00:43:34,600 to kind of see how that energy interacts 941 00:43:40,170 --> 00:43:38,320 with itself so that's that's my my take 942 00:43:42,480 --> 00:43:40,180 on these different government 943 00:43:46,770 --> 00:43:42,490 disclosures and and things like that and 944 00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:46,780 think about it on societal level people 945 00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:49,090 need that if you think about somebody 946 00:43:53,580 --> 00:43:51,490 that all they've ever known is just I 947 00:43:55,680 --> 00:43:53,590 don't mean anything bad by this just you 948 00:43:57,900 --> 00:43:55,690 know baseball games football games 949 00:43:59,490 --> 00:43:57,910 hanging out with friends playing cards 950 00:44:02,340 --> 00:43:59,500 and things like that just a normal life 951 00:44:03,840 --> 00:44:02,350 to all the sudden be hit with all this 952 00:44:05,640 --> 00:44:03,850 information that's been here this whole 953 00:44:08,820 --> 00:44:05,650 time it's too much 954 00:44:11,940 --> 00:44:08,830 but when government releasing bit by bit 955 00:44:14,130 --> 00:44:11,950 it gets their attention so that way it's 956 00:44:16,020 --> 00:44:14,140 also helping them on their little step 957 00:44:20,700 --> 00:44:16,030 of understanding and going into the 958 00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:20,710 direction that it eventually goes so I 959 00:44:28,140 --> 00:44:24,850 hope that helps okay well one last 960 00:44:30,210 --> 00:44:28,150 question otherwise thank you very much 961 00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:30,220 for coming thanks for listening I hope 962 00:44:40,740 --> 00:44:37,170 so no questions okay good deal 963 00:44:44,130 --> 00:44:40,750 bye bye my table I have some free books 964 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:44,140 and please take as many as you want 965 00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:46,570 they're on different subjects courtesy 966 00:44:51,060 --> 00:44:48,610 of our mom Publishing I used to work 967 00:44:53,100 --> 00:44:51,070 there so they hooked me up with cases in 968 00:44:55,410 --> 00:44:53,110 cases of books so 969 00:44:59,340 --> 00:44:55,420 yet they have different subjects on that 970 00:45:02,160 --> 00:44:59,350 show whichever one you feel drawn to go